If there is one thing I always find myself question about, it would be the presence of God.
Religion, on the other hand, is out of the question.
There was a point where I thought I was an atheist but turned out I just gave up on religion, not God.
But every now and then, I still question the existence of the almighty power that we all worship.
I find myself searching for Him when I needed help to get through life obstacles.
I seek for His forgiveness when I see someone much less fortunate than me and wishes the best for the stranger that passed me by.
I talk to Him when nights are cold and lonely.
I beg for His protection when I sense trouble.
Some days good things happen and I wonder if they are coincidence or God's will.
I never got the answers.
But when bad things happen, I blame it all on Him because He is the only 'thing' or 'person' I can rant with without feeling too bad about it.
However, if God does has a plan for everyone, why is it that some people are just luckier than the others?
Why is it that some of us never get a chance to live a better life?
Why do we feel so alone and helpless on days where we have to make great decisions?
What if He is just a creature we create in our heads to take the blame for all the unexplainable things that happen in our lives?
What if we just needed something to believe in, to hold on to in order to not feel lost?
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