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I thought we could fix this.
I thought we were more than this.
I thought it was not over yet.
But I was wrong.

fix you

Right after what you sent me, I played this song.
Literally broke down while I listened to each and every relatable words.
Almost choked myself from my just-recovered cough.

0608

I thought we were stronger.
I really thought we were.
It was absolutely out of my expectations for you to actually let go without fighting.
Never gave the slightest doubt about your love for me but your words made me think twice.
Remember when you said you would never let me go?
You just did, so easily, without a second thought.

All I wanted was to try to make you see what we are actually facing.
All I did was try make you understand how I felt.
You said I could tell you anything.
I felt better telling you exactly how I was feeling but it was a wrong decision.
You did not understand after all.

Staring at the ceiling in the dark, same old empty feeling in your heart 'cause love comes slow and it goes so fast.

emotions

I wish I was better at writing.
I wish I was better at expressing myself through words.
There are a lot of things which can't be shown spinning in my mind.
I am afraid I might forget how all of these feels.
Feelings fade as time passes.
I wanna remind myself that I've once felt this way when I get the same feeling again.
Is that possible?
Or does every experience comes with a fresh emotion?

Words are too poor to express the strength of my feelings.