unable to grasp

Do you know how it feels when you're so furious but you just have to hold the anger inside?

Like when you can find anything to break or punch or bang or anything, nor you have anyone with you to spill out all that's building inside. That's when you'll break apart because the pressure within your little heart is uncontrollable. 

Well, this morning, for the second time in my entire life, I was so furious that tears welled up. I couldn't calm down the fire that was burning bright inside me, hence the tears.  

do you believe in God?

I do believe in God; it's religion I don't believe in.

Have you ever felt so alone that when you want someone to go for a movie with you, you realize you've got no one to ask?

" I don't trust you. Tell me how much exactly do you love me ? " I teased.

" That's a tough one, girl. " He thought for a moment. " Hmm... Okay. Count the stars. "

I scrunched my forehead. " Stars ? But it's daylight. "

He smirked. " Exactly. "

It took me a few seconds for the meaning to sink in. Then I hit him hard.

" Ouch ! You'll never stop doing that, won't you ? "

" A-class jerk. I've read that before by the way. Loser. " I stuck out my tongue.

He stared at me and smiled for a moment. I looked ahead at the field and ignored him.

" Come here, " he said. 

I eyed him. " No. " I tried to move away.

Adam pulled me back quickly and forced my head against his broad shoulder. He smells like Lavender.

" Now don't move and stay here quietly like a good puppy. "

" Hmph. "

It was all silent for a minute. The cool spring breeze blew through my hair and i saw a bright yellow Daisy taking flight.

" You know, what I meant earlier was it's impossible to count the stars, " his deep soothing voice whispered into my right ear. " That's how much I love you."

Note: I do not own this.

Written by,

JoYi Wan

Differences

SLUT

One who engages in sexual activity with a large number of persons or someone who's sexually promiscuous.

Not a girl who wears short shorts or has a lot of guy friends.

BITCH

People with an unpleasant attitude or someone's who's thoroughly disliked.

Not a person who makes a point and stands for what she believes in.

FLIRT

A person who indicates a romantic or sexual interest towards another or someone who has a playful behavior with bad intentions.

Not a person who simply says 'hi' or gives someone a small compliment or hangs out with her guy friends.