stronger than yesterday

Is there such thing as being too strong?
Is it wrong wanting to be the strong one?

Every guy wants a girl who is a bit weak so that they could  feel strong and capable to protect their girl.
That makes them feel superior.
They think they're able to conquer more when they're the stronger one.
Most of the time, they call strong girls with mean names so as to not get close to them.
Stupid, I must say.

I used to be weak.
I used to cry for the slightest thing that hurt me.
I don't even try holding the tears in because I thought I can't.
I guess bad experiences shape up a person.
Been through quite a lot in these two years and I'm a whole lot more stronger than I was.
It's like nothing seem to quite bother me anymore.
I used to throw my tantrums over my friends and family unnecessarily.
Well, today, I think I am much better at controlling my temper.

Lately, I've been hearing people saying that I'm too strong.
So strong that I push people away whenever they come near.
No, wait a minute, do I push people away because I am weak?
Because I'm afraid if they come nearer, they'll have a chance to hurt me all they want?
Yes, I do realise I don't do things to please people.
It's like 'if you don't like me, I won't even try to make you like me because it's pathetic'.
That is also the reason why I have less than five friends ha-ha.
And by that, I don't even mean real friends ha-ha-ha.
My friend said this to me, "You're so strong I think you don't even need me".
It hurts me a lot to hear that.
It's like being strong is a fault.

Every struggle in your life has shaped you into the person you are today.