alone

You know how sometimes you'll feel lonely even if you're in a room full of people?
How you seem so small in a huge crowd?
It's like you just wanna walk away to actually feel your existence again.
No matter how many friends you have or just how close you are to your best friend or even boyfriend, there will be days where you feel that no one is there for you, no one will understand what you're feeling deep inside, no one will stand by your side at the end of the day or in short, you feel alone.

Those nights when you feel like staying up all night because you don't wanna fall asleep.
It feels too lonely to fall asleep alone.
Just sitting on your bed, wrapping yourself up in your blanket and shutting the world off to think about life.
After a while, you start crying because you don't know what to feel.
All of a sudden, everything feels wrong.
There's no one to talk to because you don't know who to talk to at such late hours or even worse, you don't know what you're supposed to talk about.

"I know you're afraid, you're terrified of being alone."