i know

Hey girl.

I know you've probably had a more than terrible day and all you want is to be alone because nobody understands you.
It may have been that dreadful backache or bloated tummy you are cursed for getting every month.
It may have been the comment someone made about your insecurities early in the morning when you actually made the effort to look more flattering than your usuals.
It may have been the topics you did not manage to cover up for your class test and you had to sit for it anyway.
It may have been the neglect your friends have been showing at you lately.
It may have been the bad lunch that felt like it went straight to your thighs.
It may have been the argument you had with your boyfriend and all the other petty arguments that just fuels your tantrum.
It may have been the girl in your class who just got a new haircut and looked ever-so-cute that you can't have your head held high.
It may just be your self-hate for being furious at trivial things so often when you know many others are having it much worse.

I know that you think you're weak for not being able to triumph at a single thing when your peers seem to have it all.
I know you feel like crying for being so full of flaws but crying will only make you feel weaker and thus, worse.

But girl...
Don't.
Don't hold it back.
Just cry and pour it all out - very single thing that has lingered at the back of your head.
I want you to know that you are not weak for wanting to give up.
None of us are.
Everyone will feel like they have given so much yet gained so little in return every once in a while.
So if you ever feel like you have so much on your shoulders, it really is not the end.
Maybe it is just time for you to slow your pace, remove the boulders and you will be alright.

Ending this post with one of my favourite songs and I hope that it will make you feel better :)

Failure in Disguise - Jayesslee